after a long time...

i havent blogged for long. am not really sure why. maybe because i was too busy accepting the 'IIJNM PHENOMENON' or maybe just the people. from an intolerant cynical bitch, i have learnt to accept the lesser mortals that roam the campus. am not sure what made me see things in a positive manner. i would like to say that i have attained nirvana but i know its not tht. something more. somewhere i am happy to watch the whole milky way every night. i like when my voice echoes through the empty corridors of the institute in the night. i can feel the walls listening to my secrets. i like the ancient printer which prints our assignments. its a remnant of an ancient time. it makes me walk down a half lit corridor always wondering who is watching me from the other end where the light is too dark to shine. here the wind has a mind of its own. it carries your thoughts and whispers them to someone else. it has tought me to be more secretive; more reclusive. here you can dance in the basketball court with your insane friend and step onto her toes and not care. i dreaded spending an entire weekend in this godforsaken campus. but yesterday i realized tht it is not as forsaken as i thought it would be. the sun likes lazing around with you and beatles and your crazy friend, and it lets you wash the week's laundry without fear. i keep telling myself that i should be bothered about the amount of assignments they give us. but strangely, am not. the stars everynight remind me of the tiny space i occupy in this vast universe. my troubles are trivial.